I didn't know that it was possible to dislike someone and miss them at the same time...

:'(

Oh Chiodos...How you say it all...And make me bawl my fucking eyes out...
Does anything else wanna make me feel like shit tonight?
I'm asking now so that way it'll just be done and over with.......



"Baby, You Wouldn't Last A Minute On The Creek"

Let's just stop,
drop everything,
(forget each other's names) forget each other's names,
And just walk away.

Turn around and head in different directions,
Like we never, it's like we never knew each other at all.
We said what we feel, then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
we just walk away.

This is probably the best,
not to mention the worst idea,
that I have ever had.

Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
What do you say?

This is probably the best,
not to mention the worst idea,
that I have ever had.

We say what we feel,
Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.

Let's just stop,
Drop everything,
Forget each other's names,
Can we please just walk away?
It could be...It could be...
Like we never knew each other at all.

Answer me!
All egos aside, what do you say?
All egos aside, what do you say?

Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
What do you say?

We say what we feel,
Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.

Mmmm...Opinions don't matter when they come from people who don't matter in the first place...
:D

The last three years were a complete waste of my life....
Thank u...

[If there were an award for being two-faced you'd win it baby...]

You know when someone comes to you for help...
Ones first reaction shouldn't be to shove them away.
Especially when you just bullshited a ten minute conversation with them
I thought I knew you more than that.
I guess I thought wrong...
What happened?


I knew this would happen.
That's why I kept my mouth shut for so fucking long.
This is why I let things build up in me.
Because I know that as soon as I open my mouth everything falls apart.
It always has.
It always does.

WE LOST!!!
BUH!!!
BY ONE POINT!!!
ONE POINT!!!

I'm so pissed at the guys for screwing up
GOD!!!

YAY!!! SNOW DAY!!!!!!!!

That is all....

Becky if you see this call me.
I want to talk.
If you don't call by the time that I'm out of the shower.
I'll call you.

Sometimes I just wish....................

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net



LMFAO!!!!!!! I almost peed myself reading this one...
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG....
BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

Hmmmmm...
Getting on downelink and seeing that the girl i heart added me back makes everything that happened today seem okay...But not really...It still makes me sad....

Going to Bio II this morning I was walking to the door and there was a group of freshman guys and as I walk past they yell "DYKE!" at me. That made me not very happy. I hate it when people do that. It's uncalled for.
Then we're sitting at lunch and the next thing you know a bottle goes flying through the air and nails me from behind...I love being gay...I really do...*sarcasm*

It's ridiculous how people like to make other people feel about about being who they are...
I hate it.
It makes me sad..
I love being gay.
I love liking girls.
But then you get some asshole that calls you something like that and it makes you want to crawl into a hole and die. A simple word. It would hurt less to throw rocks at me. But it's just a word.

Why do words hurt?
They don't cause physical pain...
They don't cause any sort of physical harm...

The definition of dike although people are weird and stick a y in there for a rude term for a lesbian: an embankment for controlling or holding back the waters of the sea or a rive

How does that describe a lesbian?
Honestly?
Why do words hurt so much when they're nothing but air?

Buh...
:(

Okay...When I said that the previous entry was going to be the last entry of the year I lied...I didn't know I would find such a wonderful picture that I have to share with the rest of the LJ world...
Don't even talk while looking at this...Just look at it...
:D







Oh god this is a happy night............

Damn...I love my brain...


Baby you're my angel
You keep my spirits high
Without you as my wings
I'd never touch the sky










I deserve something amazing.......

According to my dad, he is a jew...And he has an army of zombies...Hahahahahaha...Oh god he cracks me up...

I saw my girl at Spencers...
:D
Yea, I'm pretty happy...

Guess what? It's time for....CASIE'S LIST OF RANDOM THOUGHTS *insert echo*

Hahahahahaha..


( Casie's random thoughts )

Hmmm...I want to write something...
I'm so stuck.
I need to get my characters to all stop fighting before I can really move on to the next big event which would be Homecoming...
I want to write something so heartbreakingly romantic that it'll make people cry...

I'm wishing that I would have made my main character a lesbian because it would have been easier to write, because of my love for writing lesbian characters, so right now my two side characters are looking more like main characters than my actual main character is...

*shakes head*
I want to write something between the two of them that will make my readers cry because they'll think that it's so beautiful for two people to be able to love each other like that no matter their sexes. I want to show people that love is love. That it's okay no matter what as long as something exists between two people. I want to be able to change people's thoughts with my books, I want to be able to change the world with my books....


Hmmmmmm...For this to happen would be the world to me...
But I know it wont, because I can't get my damn mind to go into gear....
Grrrr....

Poll #893448 Where should I go with my story?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 2

Where should Violet and Kris go in my story?

Hmmmm...Doubt this'll let me update.
It'll be a fucking mircle if it does...
Becky's sick..
:(
She sounded like shit when she called me.
I hope Derke remembered to call Katie to let her know that this is being postponed until Becky undies...Not like the panties, but is un dead...lol..

Um..
HARRY POTTER AND THE FUCKING DEADLY HALLOWS!!!
THE SEVENTH FUCKING TITLE!!!
WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?!
I'm scared...

Kylee's sick and suposibly VERY contagious...
Great...
I'm going to get sick and die...
I'm going to have like a bottle of lysol on me at all times..

Hmmm...What else what else...
Not watching lesbians today..
That's depressing.
I like my lesbians.
I guess I'll just have to settle for writing them today...

*is ghetto pimp*
LOL..
I'm sweet..

Hmm....
I really wanted to watch movies!
TOP SECRET DRIVE BY THROWINGS!!!!
LMFAO...
Derke knows what I'm talking about...
Woooo..

Talking to Maryanne last night...
That was rather humorous..
Hahahahaha...
Makes me laugh.
I can't wait to meet her.

Damn this is a long post...
Lets just hope that it goes through...
*crosses fingers*

Poem due to last night.

Unwanted
You make me want to pull the trigger
The one I keep close to my thoughts
You wake me want to spray the walls
With the memories of when we fought

You make me want to pull my hair out
To the point where I'd go bald
You make me absolutely insane
Cause suddenly it's all my fault

I don't need your bullshit anymore
I've learned not to care
Doesn't matter what you say
You mind as well not be there

You make my life a living hell
I'm sure it's what you're trying to do
Can't just fuck me over enough
Maybe this'll give you a clue

The razor's stained with my own faults
I'm stripped down for the world to see
Exposing this truth about how I feel
More importantly how you feel about me

Am I the kid you didn't wish for?
Fantasies of tattoos and lip rings
Ripped up clothes and kissing girls
Am I the one that smashed your dreams

Maybe the world's not ready for me
I'll just do it a favor, fuck me, and leave
If there's one thing that I AM good at
It's watching myself bleed



Humph...

Plus another random cute thing that came from my head...
LMAO
Not all bad things get crazy when I'm angry..


When the sun finally dies
And the stars fall from the sky
I'll be there waiting for you
Just like I said I would do
When the glaciers melt and flood the land
I'll be there holding your hand
After each and every summer eclipse
I'll be there to kiss your lips
Nothing could keep me away from you
There's nothing that anyone could possibly do